Drug Methadone

Question by cobberto: The girl I love is pill-matic! What should I do!?!?
Many of you ask yourself immediately– what is “pill-matic”. The truth is that it’s not an actual word but it’s a little phrase that was coined by Travis McCoy the lead singer of the group “The Gym Class Heroes”. The term is used to describe a person that enjoys pills or rather has become addicted. In my case- the person is my girlfriend and she is in denial. She doesn’t believe she is addicted to pills but she most definitely is and it’s hard for me to watch.

I’m not going to write you a ten page letter, give you her history, and then ask what I should do. Instead, I’m going to tell you a few little things and ask some questions.

1. She is addicted to Oxycontin. Can anyone tell me from experience of the drug is like. Can you tell me why it’s so addictive? Can you compare it to something on it’s addictive level? Is it really that hard to come off of?

2. I always see my girlfriend taking the pills and sucking them. She then wipes the color coded part of the medication off onto her shirt. She has green and orange coloring all over her shirt by the end of the day.

3. I once walked in while she was shooting a pill into her arm and was passed out. The needle was hanging halfway out. She also had a box of aluminum foil- what could she have been doing?

4. She snorts them too! Can this hurt her?

5. I’ve heard that she goes to a place called “The Methadone Clinic” and begs people to hook her up with drugs that they get inside. What is this place? Why do they give away free drugs? She wants to join the clinic and says she will go when she has no pills.

6. This is painful. One time I walked in on her sucking a very large, buff African-American mans dick. I was shocked and started toward them. He pulled a gun on me and told me to sit down on the couch. I had to sit there for fifteen minutes with a gun pointed at me and watch my girlfriend give oral sex to a man that wasn’t me. When he finished he ejaculated on her face, pulled out a medicine bottle- and gave it to her and left. Of course, it turned out too be 280 oxycontins and 120 Xanax’s. We got in a big argument and she swore it was a life or death situation. I think she did it and he got caught and made it one but she was doing it for pills.

7. A friend told me she goes to the methadone place on the weekend and offers guys blowjobs and handjobs for medication now.

8. She sold my mothers wedding ring and high school ring (she’s dead) my fathers (wedding band and two rolex’s- he’s dead) and she sold my xbox 360, $ 1200 guitar signed by the RHCP- and she sold it for 300 to some guy I can’t find, my PS3, my high school ring, and all the jewelry my mom and dad left me (including the ring I told her I was giving her.)

But she says she has stopped. I haven’t caught her doing anything but I noticed last week that 50 dollars disappeared out of my wallet and today another 30. I believe she really does love me. I love her too so much I don’t know what to do without her. But can you imagine watching her suck another mans dick in front of you? (Sorry for the language). Can you explain to me what I should do? Should I take her to the clinic she wants to go too? She can get her pills there for cheaper. I’m so full of pain that suicide is a question for me constantly.

Imagine the one person you finally met. You loved with all your heart- it made your heart just jump in and out of your chest with puppy dog love- the one you care for and the only one doing this!!

PLEASE HELP

Shelton Suicide.

We’ve tried 12-step programs but she says they don’t do nothing for “the withdrawals”. She says she loves me and she only love me but the pills are the devil and they have grabbed her. She swears she never meant to hurt me and it kills her but she can’t get over the pills.
Guys–

Many of you just say that I’m “crazy” and that I should straight up leave her. I realize that she’s done some sexual things that I will never forget and what she did to my parent’s items I will never forgive.

It’s just that you don’t know how great she used to be. We’ve been together for five years and she just started this a year ago.

I remember when she bought me a car. We used to go out and eat- she played me her guitar and wrote a song for me. We went dancing and sat together on the mountains looking out at the moon. All the beautiful things she said. Trust me, she’s the most beautiful compassionate person inside and I just want her back damn it. It’s killing me knowing she’s gone.

I want her back but the image of her sucking that guy off is stuck in my head everytime I think of her. I love her but how could she hurt me so bad… you guys will never know my pain. My mom and dad died in a car wreck, a year ago… right after they die gf because an addict… im all alone.

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Answer by ***Z***
I can’t read all of that.

EDIT: nice personal email message to me! You need to watch your mouth, though. YA is for questions, not essays. Btw, if she’s giving other dudes bj’s, there lies your answer. You both need help.

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